Mohabbat

"Mohabbat."
Kehtay hain jab insan kisi phool ko pasand karta hai to wo usy tor dayta hai chahay wo totnay k bad murjah kyun naa jai par jab us say mohabbat karta ha to roz usko pani daalta hai kay kahin kharab na hujai uska khayal rakhta hai mohabbat aur pasand ko loug aksar samjh nahe paatay usmai farq nahi kar paatay woh pasand ko he mohabbat samjh laytay hain mohabbat ka dawa to har koi karta hai par usko nibhana har koi nahi janta
Humain kisi ka andaz uski koi aisi baat pasand ajati hai kay hum bas usay he panay ki zid kar baithay hain uski koi aisi khubi jo uski sab khamiyon par bhari par jati hai aur uskay siwa kuch dekhai nh dayta par jaisi he humari zid puri hujati hai aur hum usy hasil karlayty hain to uski qadar karna chor dytay hain aur uski qeemat khatam hoti chali jati hai bilkul jaisy koi naya suit kharedna aur waqt kay sath sath uska puranay hotay he usko phaink dayn
Apni khuwaishat ki khatir kisi ko chahana mohabbat nhe pasand keh layti hai bohat say loug mohabbat aur pasand main farq nahi kar paatay
Par mohabbat woh jazba hai jis main ap khud to takleef dard bardasht kar laytay hain par jis insan say ap mohabbat kartay hain usy nhe day patay . par mohabbat insan ko dard zarore dayti hai rulati hai tarapti hai insan ko zinda hotay huway bhe zinda nahi rehnay dayti wo jeeta hai pr jee nahi pata mohabbat k bina wo saans layta hai par uska jism kisi mitti k dhaair ki tarah ban chuka hota hai wo ek putlay ki tarah ban jata hai jis main jaan nhe hoti
Mohabbat insan ko aisay aisay kaam karwa dayti hai jis ka usnay khud bhe tasavur nhe kia hota kyun kay mohabbat ek jazba kay sath sath insan ka janoon hoti hai jo usko janooni bana dayti hai woh mohabbat ki khatir khud ko aziyat bhe day dayta hai aur kabhi kabhi un logon ko bhe jo us insan sy joray ho kyun kay mohabbat ek insan say jor to dayti hai par wahin kahin insanon say durr bhe kardayti hai  jab insan ko mohabbat hoti hai to uskay parr lag jatay hain wo khud ko mohabbat ki buland tareen sata par dekhna shuru kardayta hai aur koshish karta hai wo har us maqam par pouch jai jahan uski mohabbat jati ho wo us parinday ki tarah ouchi uraan bharnay lagta hai jis kay naaye naye parr atay hain aur abhi wo urna he seekta hai kabhi girta hai kabi sambhalta hai ek waqt ata hai k wo ouchi uraan barhny lgta hai uska luft laynay lagta hai lakin wo urtay waqt is baat ko bhul jata hai kay asmaan par khali wohe nhe urha kartay wo bhul jata hai asmaan par ek aisi dur bhe hoti hai jo usky par kant kr usko zakhmi aur mar sakti hai wo apni mohabbat apni khushi mai is qadar maagan hota hai k us dur ko dekh he nh pata aur jab urtay waqt usk par kat jai to wo kahin ka nhe rehta naa asmaan ki bulandi par naa zameen par woh usi ouchi sy zakhmi hotay hua neechay zameen par to ata hai par ya uski qismat hoti hai kay wo gir ker mar jai ya phr zinda reh kr tarapta rehay aur sari zindagi khud ko kosta rehay kay usnay itni uchi uraan barhi he kyun k jis nay usay is qadar nuqsan pouchaya bilkul isi tarah mohabbat bhe insan ka haal kuch yohi kerti hai pehlay pehlay buht khubsurat haseen aur dilkash lagti hai par jaisy jaisay insan mohabbat ki us buland tareen manzil par pouchata hai jahan wo khud ko mohabbat mai kamiyab tasavur krnay lagta hai bas usi manzil par akar agr mohabbat usy dhooka day jai to wo isi tarah girta hai kay wo kahin ka nahe rehta na wo mohabbat ko hasil kar pta hai naa mohabbat usy apna bana pati hai usy mohabbat kay sath rehnay ki adat jeenay nhe dayti woh mohabbat ki tarap mai tarapta rehta hai aur chahatay huway bhe usy hasil nhe kar pata wo khud ko kahin khoo dayta hai phir naa usay mohabbat milti hai naa he wo khud ko dhoond pata hai wo mohabbat kay us veeran jungle main kahin khoo jata hai jahan uski mulaqat tanhai yaadon us par hansti uska mazaq urahti lakiroon nafrat kay dangal anso say hota hai yah wo jungle hai jahan say wapis anay ka raasta bht kam loug dhoond patay hai aur buht say dhoontna he nhe chahtay woh wahin rehna chahatay hainwo insan is tarah gum hota hai k usy samnay baithay dusray insanon sy miltay huway bhe khud ko tanha pata hai
Is jungle tak janay ka raasta sirf mohabbat he batati hai par wo bhe jab tab apki mohabbat kahin khoo jai aur phir kabhi apko nahe milay mohabbat apsay durr jaatay waqt apko us veeran jungle main chorr jati hai jiska apko wahim o gumaan mai bhe nahi hota wahan sukkay huway pattaon murjah huway phoolon  rengtay keeron aur daldal kay siwa kuch bhe nhe hota usy us insan ki yaadain un sukkon patton main dekhai daynay lagti hai wo murjhai huwi phoolon ko dekh kr hansi khushi main bitai muskuratay chehron ko yaad karta hai us insan ki kami usy reengtain keeron ki tarah kanti hai aur woh dard e tanhai kay daldal main dhansta he chala jata hai
Kehtay hain mohabbat insan ko mazbot banati hai theek he to kehatay hain pehlay khushi banti hai phir uski adat insan ki kamzori banti hai phir wohe kamzori dheeray dheeray usy zakhm daynay lagti hai insan kahin bar zakhmi hota hai bar bar hota hai par ek waqt ata hai k woh zakham bharany lagtay hain aur  jab insan k zakham bhar jai to wo mazbot ban jata hai phir usy koi duniya ki taqqat kamzor nhe bana sakti woh pehlay jo mohabbat main khaak ban gaya tha wo usi buland tareen sata par akar jo gira tha wo phir sy to us bulandi tak janay sy darta hai par wo gussay badlay main usi buland manzil ki tarah bannay ki koshish karta hai aur khaak sy pahar ki shakala ikhitar kar jata hai mazbot
 Aur buland par jis par charna mushkil hota hai bilkul isi tarah us pahar jaisay insan ka phr sy mohabbat mushkil hojata hai loug atay hain koshish kartay hain us pahar par apna ghar basai par us pr rehna asaan nhe hota aur agr ghr basa bhe lain to jab woh wahan basay logon ko takleef dina shuru krdyta hai zalzalay ki surat main to kabi atish fiza ki surat main lougon ko usky ander jalti hui aag dekhai dayti hai par woh yah dekh nh patay kay aksar heeray jawaharaat bhe unhe chaatano jaisy insanon sy miltay hain jinhe logon naay sirf khud garz nuqsaan pouchanay wala dard dainy wala smjh liya hota hai wo bhul jatay hai k us chatan jaisay dekhai dainay walay insan kay ander ek narm dil insan chupa hai jo koi bhe nhe pehchan pata lakin ek heeray ki pehchan johri ko he hoti hai wo pechan kar us insan ko paa layta hai aur jisy duniya pattar dil insan smjhti hai usy duniya k samnay lay kar akar ata hai to duniya us insan ko heera dekh kr hairaan reh jati hai. Mohabbat insan ko pehlay kaak krti hai phr mazbot chataan banati hai aur phr usi mazbot chaatan sy chupa ek heera nikalta hai jissay duniya mamoli pattar smjh layti hai aur jab wohe heera apni mohabbat kay samnay ata hai to mohabbat us heeray ko wapis paana chahati hai wo ussy phr sy hasil karna chahti hai lakin wo heera ab mohabbat kay dam nhe bika karta wo us jorhi ka qarz dar hojata hai jisnay usy pechana aur duniya kay samnay mutarif krwaya wo us ka ehsan mand hujata hai wo mohabbat kay qareeb bhe jana pasand nhe karta usy mohabbat sy hasil ki janay wali cheezain buri lagnay lagti hai agr mohabbat ussay chori karnay ki koshish bhe kare to woh cheek cheekh kr kehta hai kay mje mohabbat say nafrat hai mohabbat naa us heeray ko chura pati hai aur duniya kay samnay benaqab hujati hai yah wohe mohabbat thi kay jisnay us heeray jaisay insan ko mushkil wqat main chor dia tha aur jb wo heeray jaisa insan shoharat ki bulandi tak pouch gaya to apna haq jatatay huway usy wapis panay agayae wo mohabbat jisnay usy zaleel o ruswa kia usy tab chora jab usy sabsy zaida mohabbat ki zarorat thi wo tarapta reha pr wo lout kr nahi par ab ai jab wo duniya kay samnay heera ban kr pesh huchuka hai to wo heeray jaisay insan phir kabi mohabbat kay daaam nhe bikta
Khud ko kabhi dekhna agr tm pehlay kisi insan ki mohabbat k agay bik gaye thay pr ab kisi kay agay bik nhe saktay to tm bhe wohe heera ban chukay ho jiski maang to buht hai par ab wo mamoli damo bika yuhi bazaron main bika nhe karta.!
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